25 days and counting to the end of my contract!
It has begun. My last month.
Do I have another job lined up? No
Do I know if I will be staying in Victoria or moving back to Ontario? No
Do I know what my future holds? No
Yup, the economic crisis has hit the library world. Entry level library jobs are hard to come by. I have been applying, but there is not too many out there. Today the Globe&Mail had an article about the cancellation of BookExpo. BookExpo!!! One of biggest book and publishing events Ontario has to offer is cancelled. Many South-Western, Ontario librarians live for BookExpo. Although BookExpo did have a tendency to bring out the darker side of some librarians. Free books tend to do that.
At any rate, in terms of jobs. All through December and most of January there were a lot of library positions for ECOs, directors, branch managers, and heads of departments, but nothing for entry level or librarians with only a couple years of experience. Basically, every body is holding their breath. People who were considering retiring are now rethinking their plans because of the economic crisis. This means that HR department are having a hard time projecting what their library's personnel needs will be in the coming year. I hope there is a tickle down effect once the top positions are filled. However, to save money, some library's may chose not to fill in the lower ranks until the economy improves. After all, salaries and benefits are large expenses for any organization. I've been applying to jobs where I can. I have had some interviews, but not much luck so far.
It sucks not knowing what lies ahead. I can't make any long term commitments cause I don't know where I am going to be. And then there is the BC vs. Ontario dilemma. I miss Ontario: my family and Friends are there. But I am finally starting to make a life in Victoria. I really like the bellydance community here and I am starting to make in-roads with the Pagan community. I am feeling torn between the life I had in Ontario vs. the life I am developing in Victoria. In Victoria at least I am starting to get a life. If go back to Ontario, eventually, I will have to start over again. But is that not part of life? My parents moved from Scotland to Canada, from Alberta to Ontario, and from Oshawa to Ottawa during their life. At least from my time here in Victoria I know I can reinvent myself.
In the end I have to go where the job leads me. I just hope I am going in the right direction.